Post by steffipoo on May 8, 2007 19:20:19 GMT -5
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Howdy folks...
sorry haven't been around lately to post have many many papers and such due and have been working my tail off.
Hmmm. whats up?
? First off thanks a million for the much needed prayers for me. 
I go next week to get my ICD implanted which won't be too too complicated. Just trying to figure out how to do my hair cause apparently u can't raise ur arm and it hurts and u can't get the site wet for a bit. Figures we're having a heat wave here LOL No shower + heat wave =stinky steff... hee hee. This device will go off if my heart starts going crazy which I never even knew it was but it is big time. So basically if my bro had had one it may have saved his life/ May not have cause of the drugs in his system but it can save me cause I am drug free I may go to Cleveland or another hospital out east to discuss a myectomy with the doctor I will send him my echo/ekg and other test results first and see what he says. Definately want an experienced dr. doing open heart surgey on me if I need it I am such a chicken I hate needles however will I do this. I need my own adult life specialist to guide me thru my treatments LOL...
OMG came here to tell you what happened today. Olivia and I were riding to camp after school/. She starts bawling I mean really crying tears coming like crazy. I was baffled as she never cries I mean it is so rare. So... she points to the sky at a baloon floating up and away. I ask again. Whats wrong. She says
I miss Uncle Chris... then puts her head in her hands and cries... OMG... after Chris died we let go of balloons that they put a note in and I told Olivia LOOK (when we couldn't see it anymore) Uncle Chris caught it. She jumped up and down and was soo excited that day that he caught it. She has never cried for him per se. She cried when she saw me crying but it was not the same as this. aww we sat and talked in the car till she was happy and we will go to the cemetary tomorrow after she goes and picks some flowers. Made me soo sad. then I tell my mom when I went to see her and we both had those wells in our eyes. Out of the mouths of babes I tell ya.
shes doing awesome a behavior problem lately but will talk about that later... C ya and thanx again.
sorry can't read must study ((HUGS))) steff
Howdy folks...
sorry haven't been around lately to post have many many papers and such due and have been working my tail off.
Hmmm. whats up?
? First off thanks a million for the much needed prayers for me. 
I go next week to get my ICD implanted which won't be too too complicated. Just trying to figure out how to do my hair cause apparently u can't raise ur arm and it hurts and u can't get the site wet for a bit. Figures we're having a heat wave here LOL No shower + heat wave =stinky steff... hee hee. This device will go off if my heart starts going crazy which I never even knew it was but it is big time. So basically if my bro had had one it may have saved his life/ May not have cause of the drugs in his system but it can save me cause I am drug free I may go to Cleveland or another hospital out east to discuss a myectomy with the doctor I will send him my echo/ekg and other test results first and see what he says. Definately want an experienced dr. doing open heart surgey on me if I need it I am such a chicken I hate needles however will I do this. I need my own adult life specialist to guide me thru my treatments LOL...OMG came here to tell you what happened today. Olivia and I were riding to camp after school/. She starts bawling I mean really crying tears coming like crazy. I was baffled as she never cries I mean it is so rare. So... she points to the sky at a baloon floating up and away. I ask again. Whats wrong. She says
I miss Uncle Chris... then puts her head in her hands and cries... OMG... after Chris died we let go of balloons that they put a note in and I told Olivia LOOK (when we couldn't see it anymore) Uncle Chris caught it. She jumped up and down and was soo excited that day that he caught it. She has never cried for him per se. She cried when she saw me crying but it was not the same as this. aww we sat and talked in the car till she was happy and we will go to the cemetary tomorrow after she goes and picks some flowers. Made me soo sad. then I tell my mom when I went to see her and we both had those wells in our eyes. Out of the mouths of babes I tell ya. shes doing awesome a behavior problem lately but will talk about that later... C ya and thanx again.
sorry can't read must study ((HUGS))) steff
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Susan, Proud mom of Michael (32), Justin (25) Emily (22ds), and Jordan (20).
That's sweet that she's taking flowers to the cemetery. Hope it helps her feel a little better.