VENT... Just tired...

[CC]

K, first let me say SORRY seems all I do lately is complain or a wreck

Chris is doing GREAT with his Pace maker and for that Colin and I are so grateful ;D

Went to his regular heart Doc this past Thursday and the PM seems to be working just GREAT ;D BUT Chris is still having times of NO energy and just turning Grey at times He said he is sure this has nothing to due with his heart and thought that before but is convinced now more then ever since the PM has been put in. K, then what is it? He suggested it may be some kind of mild seizure. WTF is he kidding?

Does anyone here deal with seizures? I don't think lack of energy and grey color would mean that.

So now we have to check that out along with a sono gram (sp?) with the Kidney issues.

Man oh Man I did nothing different while I was pregnant with Chris then I did with Kodi Lee so why does he have so many health issues ?

K, I know if we take this all on one thing at a time it will all be OK BUT tonight I am just need to get it out and SCREAM.

To be honest we have been trying for a few months now with Chris on no meds for his OCD and today was just a true night mare and just one of those days that I say to God ENOUGH, KWIM?

Honestly today just SUCKED and I know tomorrow will be better and I should be counting my blessings that Chris has Doctors looking after him, needed the PM, got the PM and is doing GREAT with that but right now this very moment I say enough let the boy be fine. Colin who is one that truly has the patience of a saint even tonight said ENOUGH

I cry tonight not for me but for my Little Character. I know others have it worse BUT this SUCKS sorry but it does

THANKS for letting me vent

CC ~ who is starting to think just stay away from Docs. all together

[Ericsmomma]

CC,
Sorry to hear you are going thru this. I hope they can figure out what is causing the symptoms Christopher is having. I'm sure they are monitoring his blood work, like hemoglobin and thryoid. A low hemoglobin could cause the tiredness and lack of energy.
And it could cause shortness of breath and pale color. Just a thought....
And please, vent away....we've all been there. (some more than others)...I'll keep you guys in my prayers.

[Jessie]

I'm so sorry, CC. There's not much else to say. You and Colin have every right to feel sad and frustrated. Hopefully the doctor can figure out something very soon.



Jessie

[Googsmom aka Jennifer]

{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}

[damarasmom]

CC---I'm so sorry you are feeling this way...feel free to vent anytime. Chris is going through so much along with you and the entire family...I'm so sorry!
You wrote something saying that you didn't do anything different while preg. with Chris, PLEASE be sure to keep in mind that YOU did NOT cause nor could you have prevented anything! Just want to make sure you don't blame yourself~
HUGS to you and DH...

[twosomy21]

i hope everything gets sorted out for your "charactor" the grey color is an oxygen issue, never had someone with seizers turn grey with me, but maybe? i look at my boys and know exactly what you mean when you say i cry for him not me. good luck chris