Post by faithhope on Mar 6, 2008 16:40:52 GMT -5
Hi everyone, I just can't believe how caring everyone is here. I feel like I am with my sisters and brothers. I am doing much better these days, I seem to have transitioned to a point of constantly worrying and dwelling on the Ds to now now wanting to think of it at all and just concentrating on Noah. I want to see NOah for Noah to just see him as a baby, not Ds, to enjoy every thing he does. He has just the best smile. He really looks at us and seems to know so much. He looks so wise in his eyes.
I have been trying to catch up reading eveyones posts, and personal messages to me, and there is just too much.
I really wish I could spend the whole day writing.
It seems like there has been a lot of drama for people lately.
As I was reading all the sad news I really started to feel depressed and just couldn't read anymore. I feel so bad that anyone has to go through all the medical issues with their children, and it makes me worry all over again for the future. Also reading about the terrorists using Ds people, that is so disgusting, and just made me think, yes my child is going to be vulnerable to hate and madness from people.
So I had to stop reading, I hate going back to thinking about Noah always, so I may not always be able to read some things, just not yet, I still want to be in my little happy world, where everything seems to be just fine with Noah, no health issues and he is just a regular baby, for now.
My love and prayers are with you all!!!!! I truly am praying the best for everyone, for strength, guidance, wisdom and health. Most of all for happy, loving and united families.
Love,
Jessika
I have been trying to catch up reading eveyones posts, and personal messages to me, and there is just too much.
I really wish I could spend the whole day writing.
It seems like there has been a lot of drama for people lately.
As I was reading all the sad news I really started to feel depressed and just couldn't read anymore. I feel so bad that anyone has to go through all the medical issues with their children, and it makes me worry all over again for the future. Also reading about the terrorists using Ds people, that is so disgusting, and just made me think, yes my child is going to be vulnerable to hate and madness from people.
So I had to stop reading, I hate going back to thinking about Noah always, so I may not always be able to read some things, just not yet, I still want to be in my little happy world, where everything seems to be just fine with Noah, no health issues and he is just a regular baby, for now.
My love and prayers are with you all!!!!! I truly am praying the best for everyone, for strength, guidance, wisdom and health. Most of all for happy, loving and united families.
Love,
Jessika